Well, if you're here, you probably already know that we're pregnant. A private blog is one last desperate attempt for me to maintain the air of secrecy that we conspired to when we found out nearly two weeks ago. Of course, that secrecy hasn't exactly gone as planned...it's kind of a hard thing to keep quiet about.

For example: first it was only family. Then family and close friends. Then some church leaders. Then the garbage man. Then I came home one day to find Jeremy had told our neighbors. Then the girls I was working in VBS with, since they guessed why I was eating saltine crackers like a fiend, anyways. And so on and so forth.

Anyway, I thought I might go insane without some outlet for sharing with the world (read: reading list) all of the emotions and sickness and fear and lessons that God seems to be passing my way daily. I would say more, but that would give away my next blog post, so I'll have to leave it for now.